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| Name | Israel Isasharth Aguiar-Castillo |
| Date of Birth | April 22nd, 1994 |
| Date of Death | January 1st, 2024 |
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| Funeral Home | Mountain View Mortuary & Cemetery | |
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2400 North Fair Oaks Avenue Altadena CA 91001 United States |
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published a tribute .
I miss you so very much still. It is harder than I expected to get over what had happened and I find myself thinking of you often and telling others some stories where you were concerned. I wind up crying many times per day while going about my daily chores and the thought of you enters my mind. Sometimes after crying because I’m so sad and depressed in your absence I wind up getting angry with you for dying like you did and for placing yourself in a situation that ended in your death. No matter which emotion is triggered, know that all are because I loved you more than you or anyone else knew and miss you even more than that. I’ve tried reaching out peacefully to your mother with a pan of homemade lasagna for her and the family but she has not responded to my text at all. I do hope she is alright but will not go over there just because I don’t want to offend her or upset her with me showing up. So I’ve placed the ball in her court now and if she contacts me then I’ll go but not until then. I even mentioned how concerned you were about her all of the time and wanted her to be taken care of better. I mentioned it is what you would want for her. I’m trying babe to do what you would have wanted me to do in your absence but it’s not easy. Besides I believe if she reached out to me and we began chatting here and there at times I believe we could actually help each other through our grief. I hope she reaches out soon because I sure could use another source to help me stay grounded to you. I promise that no matter what I will continue to try. So I’m goin to go for now but want you to know that on April 22nd, I want to get a few of those I found that knew you together at your gravesite for a small and brief birthday rememberance and party for you there will probably be some T there and I plan to bury a little something for you there. But I’ve got to go for now please know that I did, still do, and will forever love you.
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published a tribute .
Israel we had our ups and downs and no matter what I always loved you and always forgave you for anything you ever did. I pray that you are able to find the peace and a place where you feel you belong now in your death that you struggled to find and never did in this life. My heart is broken and you are in my thoughts everyday. I shall miss the laughs, the arguments, the way you would do little surprise projects for me like you did with the glow-n dark paint or the way you would surprise me with plants. You will forever remain in my heart. Know that I loved you and was always faithfull. I miss having you around to cook for and the way you would allow me to get crazy goofy and have fun and would make sure that I was watched over so I didn’t fall or hurt myself. I will miss the many opportunities that we should have had to still forgive each other after soné transgresión. We always did and always ended back in each others arms. I am so sorry that you left us the way you did and only want to make sense of it all. Given time I believe we would have figured out a better way and would have made each other happier while sharing our lives together. You had an incredible heart with a lot of childhood innocence within it you longed for acceptance from so many you called family while seeking their live and approval. Your mother and even I were always your best champions trying to protect and defend you even from yourself. I hope you know that YES I would have married you if we had come to those certain changes we both wanted and needed. I pray that I will see you again and that you will be there at the gates of heaven upon my arrival for judgement. Thank you for all that you did brought to my life and the things you tried to bring to it also. I shall always remember you with lfondness and love.
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It is now mid February and I have yet to receive the final report on exactly how you died from the Los Angeles County Medical Examiners Office. The lack of knowing anything other than it was at the Rosslyn Hotel in downtown L.A. is really wearing on me. I still spend time crying over you everyday and thinking of you throughout each day. I find it difficult to sleep in the bed without you there. I also find it difficult to really care about anything anymore, I mean what’s the point. I miss you terribly and when crying because I miss you and know that we will never be together again on this earth, I also find myself getting angry with you for placing yourself in such a situation. You knew that no matter what all you had to do is come knock at my door and I would have welcomed you in so we could talk. I realize now how much you meant to me and only wish I had been better able to say it but I did try to show it every chance I could in everything I tried doing for you even in the things I tried chewing you out about. I wish that the pain and emptiness I feel in my heart and daily life were gone, but if that was gone I wouldn’t need to be writing this here because you would still be here, ALIVE, and still be a pain in the rear-end but one that I truly loved and now miss every moment of every day.
as always your
K L U M Z E
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published a tribute .
Israel this world is now less without you here in it.
I miss you everyday and still love you with all the live my heart has to give.
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